I like spontaneity, playfulness, and surprises. Boredom does not reside here. I’ll call you a punk and a loser because saying “baby” all the time gets old. I’ll bite you. I’ll laugh at you…and with you :) I’ll push your buttons…I’ll make you wonder. STRIP. For you? Of course :) You’ll have questions…and you’ll be curious, but I’ll reassure you. I’ll hit, slap, and wrestle with you playfully. I’ll secretly slide my hands…somewhere.. ;-) Pull my hair… and tell me what to do. Freak…but your little freak. I’ll make stupid faces with you and watch Sports Center ALL day. I like that your mine. I don’t share. I’ll give you what you want, how you want it, and when you want it…all the time. I’ll keep you guessing and leave you wanting more. I will intrigue you…an unsolved mystery. Discover me :)
"I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking. I mean like…Why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.”
Sometimes its best to let go. We all experience the feeling of fear when questioning whether something or someone is worth hanging on to. I don’t believe in letting someone go just to see if they’ll come back. Letting go is necessary when your happiness is being compromised or when you’re not giving 100%. Why waste time? If time is of the essence…ACT LIKE IT. If your current situation requires you to subject one to a limited amount of your time…LET IT GO. Feelings and fear prevents us from walking away from whats not good for us. It doesn’t have to be a person, it could be a job, a family situation, or even a goal. Anything worth your time deserves a valiant effort. It’s the whole idea of “go hard or go home.” When giving an effort, do it with passion, ambition, and all honesty. The simple fact that you have given your all softens the blow if it doesn’t work out. You know that you’ve done all that you can and just maybe, it’s not meant to be. Don’t let fear get in the way and prevent you from doing so…and If you decide to do something, don’t second guess yourself.GO FOR IT.
Soooo really I say all of that to say this. I’m letting go. Can you?